I worked 8 days in a row dreaming about a day off. A day for doing nothing, for enjoying myself. But my brain and body know only work. I live to serve the clerical class. My higher self shuts down in the off-hours. When I worked I thought of a free morning, of sitting on the porch and petting the stray cat that …
Urban superiority complex
The United States covers 3,794,101 squares miles of land. From coast to coast, it stretches out over 3000 miles in a straight line. Two people can drive across the US in 48 hours with a steady dose of amphetamines. A less drug fueled and sleep deprived trip could take 7-10 days. Yet when surveying this expanse …
Too distracted for Dostoyevsky
Every article in the Washington post is about the erosion of democratic values. Take, for instance, this review of neuroscientist Maryanne Wolf's "Come Home, Reader." Neuroscientists look at images of flashing brains all day and then write books on squids. They use fun analogies and relatable language to …
The sound of a political spasm
In the realm of political rhetoric, the word diversity signals anti-white intentions. Twenty years ago, mainstream advocates of diversity enjoyed plausible deniability. They could claim they fought for equality, for equal rights and representation. They had to displace, dilute and shame whites to achieve their …
In the coming communist utopia, you criticize after dinner
I don't like my job but every other job: more tedious. Browse craigslist, see who's hiring. Second shift tow truck dispatcher, 11 dollars an hour. 2 to 10 pm. Thinking about that job and I can taste the bullet. Data entry for important campaign. Human resources. Telemarketer and truck driver. We need nurses and …
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What dreams may keep for themselves
Woke up early on my day off. 4:30 am. The new rule is no news before bed or after waking up. I need to live like a monk in the evenings and the early hours of the morning. Clear the clutter of my mind, breathe into my gut and read ancient thoughts. Sit in the shadows of men long dead. Replace compulsions with …